The Freedom of Love

In your feelings of the moment, 

You may want to flee.

You have fear when you see

The flames of your home being burnt down.

In your heart, with it’s true desire,

You want freedom.

You know where you belong

Is a place far beyond these limiting walls.

In your soul, there is a deep knowing

Of your circle of support, and the cycles.

I am speaking to you now as “Us”, “They” and

“We” … your family.

This hell is escapable

Once you accept life as it is.

You already know, but forgot,

When others told you of their prison that could also be yours.

They too, want the same things as you…

Love and freedom.

When you are stuck in the mind,

Remember... the mind can be wise.

When it wants to know why,

There is always a reason.

“Why, why, why?” becomes

“What am I learning?”

There is no separation, only boundaries…

A container for “yes” to what is good.

Be thankful for when you see it, you are no longer in it.

You are beyond it, and so much more.

So remember who you are…

They may not, they may never.

I accept these are their limits,

And I have mine as well.

I now believe: I accept these limitations

And I am still free.

The desire that leads to seeking…

The question that leads to understanding…

The answer that leads to acceptance…

Of the paradox of existence.

There is wholeness within each fragment.

This awareness that leads to surrender…

To the power of being held within the larger.

When you are small, you are becoming

One with all that you are…

You are God

You are Home

You are free

Love comes from within

And from doing without

And throughout it all.

It is the all, and all is love.

I now believe: I am loved, and I am loving.

I now believe: I am love.

I now believe: I am free.

Dragon Medicine

I'm not afraid of the dragon.
I do not fear the flame -
Of being turned around,
Burned up and down,
Scarred and charred
And burnt by the coal,
Of being blistered and blackened;
For my Strength will not slacken,
And nor will my Soul;
I walk through the FIRE
I burn right through to the CENTER.
Now I know God's desire.
Feels so different from when
I first entered.

Spark of Creation

You have reached the core of my being
And I have been touched by grace
I'm quenched from within by your love
My love, my love
Desires arise and then subside
With the knowing that true beauty
Is the magic of being alive.
In dreams we fly, meet side by side
Transform our bodies into ether
On fire, we fly, internal burning
We thirst for wholeness together.

The spark in your eyes
Dowses my soul
Awash with the fullness of being
Fulfilled in this moment
And lasting all time
Satisfied by our travels through space
We laugh, we laugh
We play our games
Creating for nothing but pleasure
Awaken to grace
That gives us the yearning
And the water to put out the flames

Blessed by the awe
In love with it all
Captured by rapture
In bliss with your kiss
Open to wonder
Expanding hearts and minds
Unfolding the mystery
Following ancient scripts
Not falling into the scenery
But stepping out of the shadows
Not blending into the background
But shedding layers of skin
Not fading into obscurity
But finding a place in this world
Not slipping into darkness
But shining a light
And in your eyes, it is so bright.

Luminescent heart beams burst forth
Transforming grey into silver, yellow into gold
Effervescent reflections
You are the mirror of my soul
My gem, you are so precious
Priceless is our love
And the treasure that we hold.

Alchemy of love
The secret is in the center
From within it
We enter
And open our eyes
To a whole new horizon.

Jewel in the Lotus

You have at heart a dusty center
Inner jewel hardened from the ages
I brush it off to let light enter
Through reflections in the eyes of sages

Sparkling Beloved - I am filled with awe
And moved to a state of rapture
The most divine being I ever saw
A mere image could not fully capture

We are resonating crystals of carbon and atoms
Trillions of star-flakes settling into the stone
Merkiber diamond so sacred to fathom
Shimmering delight in a majestic throne

Vibrating frequencies, shells shaking in the breeze
Shamans chanting magical tones
Earth drums and old trees, harmonizing heart-beats
I am catapulted through the consciousness zone

One look in your eyes and I, I, I am weak in the knees
Shiver, quiver, and shake when you make me moan
This lovely love essence is sheer magnificence
My God made manifest I worship your presence

We have uncovered true love and seen true beauty
We have finally remembered the way back home
The stardust, unsettled, stirred up from the motion
Swirls back into the universal potion

Leaving such a sight, only bejeweled eyes can see
In us, my Beloved, I found you; And in us, you found me
And from this us, we become the Witness
And only truth we see

And from this love, the inner jewel will shine so bright
It's glory will set us free
And from this glory, unlimited vision
And we will BE everything

Alchemist of Love

My heart is the Alchemist of Love,
Where Self and Soul unite.
My initiation into wisdom,
The wizard dressed in white.
As above and so it is below,
I perform the sacred rites.

Invocation of the Goddess, drawing down the energy,
Symbols of spirit forming into matter; mountain, wind, flame, and sea.
Invocation of the God, the sun that lights my life.
In the circle, through seasons and cycles, I merge my Self with the archetype.

Cleansed by water, purified by fire.
Cosmic energy fulfill my desire.
Inspired by air, with roots down deep.
Universal mind show me the truth I seek.

Oh little child, I hear your cries, I feel your pains.
The primal hunger from your wounds, serves to feed the flames.
The transparent and dense, innocent and intense,
In spirit and in form, dying and being reborn.

In the gateway of my heart, two lightning bolts converge,
Piercing through the dark, allowing Spirit to emerge.
Blending my Self with the Divine, soul and ego meet eye to eye.
I trust the universal mind and I see with the inner sight.

Third entity, third eye
Sees no separation
Between you and I.
From the fall - the call to rise.
I rise and these indigo eyes
See an eternity.

In Separateness

A layer of separation between what I Am and the forseeable other dimension,
This time-space continuum is causing an underwater-like dementia.

I want to come alive and embody the Spirit!
It is so close, yet so far - sometimes I can't even get near it.

Divine discontent leaves me filled with desire,
Water-line flooding over me, higher and higher!

The rapture, the ecstacy, that I cannot obtain -
The agony of despair fills my heart again.

Why must we be separate? Why must we be apart?
This quest, this search for the beloved of my heart.

There's no substitute for you, no replacement for God.
I touch you, I taste you, I feel you, and I am awed

By your kiss of bliss, your touch of grace,
Your guidance in my life, your ever-present embrace.

Then you leave me and I crumble back into my desperateness.
Why can't I ever keep just a piece of this wholeness?

Why do I fear your love? And run from the satisfaction?
Why do I keep myself entertained with so many earthly distractions?

Lost again in the wilderness, I perform my sacred ritual art,
Transform the maze into a labyrinth and trace my way back to the start.

Seeking for the light, I tread the path of healing
Thirsty, hungry, craving, FEELING FEELING FEELING

So GOD-DAMNED incomplete!

I hold the fragments of my Self, I face the shadow of my Being,
This is the war within that is ultimately freeing.

Integration, transformation, re-creating my identity,
Above and beyond my mind - who I Am is not just me.

Whole Souls

Where is my Eros
To rekindle my fire?
Let me fall in love again
I need you to inspire

My Psyche is lonely
On this deep inner journey.
My Beloved is near,
I can feel him returning.

Everything I know
About love and the Divine,
I want to live it fully
In this body temple shrine.

My flawed and suffering human heart
Can only take so much.
The center of my being
Deserves the most nurturing touch.

From this enchanting story,
The merging of Love and Soul,
Integrating Spirit with Matter.
This is how we will be whole.

Into Deep Water

I can love
Like you've never known
Love before.

I can love you
Like you've never been
Loved before.

I'm what comes after
The heartache, grief, and loneliness
You've felt before.

I'm your After.
Ever happily,
We will be together.

Like Psyche and Eros,
I love you, Divine,
From in my soul.

In the Here After,
I sink in deep
To your watery dream.

Fall Into

 Eros, lost in the Wilderness,
 Heard soft whispers,
 "Go and find Psyche!
 She is lost at sea."

 So he cut through the knot,
 Having deeply grieved.
 To end his madness,
 He set out to find her.

 She had fallen in Waters of Weakness,
 Almost drowned in her mortal pain,
 But she was finally found
 And caught by the fly-est Fisher.

 They touched lovingly,
 Undressed under trees
 Fell into kisses and landed in to
 A misty waterfall, all covered in dew.

 Cupid had this planned all along;
 And when the Lovers come to shore,
 They will yearn no more,
 And just live;

 And have love and lust
 To fill their cups
 With abundance and prosperity,
 Into this future legend.

When Psyche Dreams of Eros

When Psyche dreams of Eros,
She calls out to his spirit,
And hopes that he will feel her in his heart,
And prays that he will hear it.

Drawn together through the Ether,
The remembrance of past romance,
They beam up in diamond white rays,
Meet in Heaven, and dance.

They touch hands, and intertwine bodies,
They kiss slowly, and merge into One.
Yet when on Earth, they are separate;
Male and female, moon and sun.

When they were Royal, they wore crowns,
Golden ruby and emerald rings,
Lived lifetimes of mythic legends,
Yet cared not deeply of these things.

For soul love is what they sought -
The Divine Union - and it's sacred bliss;
Found deep within the mystic's heart,
Soul love is what this is.

When Psyche dreamed of Eros,
She gazed into his deep-set eyes.
She saw his lips, his hair, his skin;
Caressed his back, his arms, and thighs.

He boldly came up to meet her,
As she gracefully went down the stairs,
They met in the middle of the landing,
And couldn't help but make love right there.

In one suspended moment,
They would have gladly given in to death.
He felt his energy alive in her,
And she breathed in his sweet fire breath.

But in her waking life
There lingers the pain of separation,
An ever-present yearning
For her bleeding heart's other dragon.

Yet always, Eros is in Psyche,
Forever connected and present within.
From this revelation, one day she'll be blessed
To meet her mortal soul love's twin.

Rowan

Like the sparkles in the snow,

You are the twinkle in my eyes.

You mean to me, such joy and hope;

Our very own son rise.

Now you will be our family,

Welcome to our lives.

You’ll grow to be just like a tree –

Noble, strong, and wise.

Just like your Daddy,

You’re a star from the skies;

And like your Mommy,

You’re an angel in disguise.

A special gift from Divinity

Connected through ancestral ties

From birth, beyond death, and eternally,

Soul love never dies.

Heiros Gamos

Through Herkimer diamond timespace

We energetically tie in

Reconnect to the grid
Meet the void, and sink in

Bring Heaven here to us

Merge earth and cosmic energies

Angel-Starseed DNA

Activate fire circle frequencies

Sacral chakras ignite

Symbolic mudras arise

We will evolve together

Far into the night-time skies

The whole world vibrates faster now

Than in the ancient times

When we were in Europe, in castles

When we were in Egypt, in shrines

Through the memory of diamonds

We see eye to Indigo eye

How will this magic unfold?

Does Twin Flame love ever die?

How many years will it take?

How many miles?

Until I smile in your eyes again?

If once a lover, can ever just be a friend?

Never allow yourself to forget

The monthly moon shall remind

That when the spirit was in our bodies

The touch was healing to our minds

There was a story written

And it will be written again

How many will ever delight in

The energy of their Twin?

These Archetypes that live in us

The King and Queen Divine

Masculine and feminine

God and Goddess, together shine

Six of Hearts

Emotional intensity

Magical spirituality

Soul-level love

Cellular healing

Mending the past

And preparing for future

The lessons we’re learning

As both teacher and student

Feel into the heart

Remember the ceremonies

Open inner vision

Gain wisdom from memories

As children in school

We played

And we sailed in ships

In the sky

From the stars

We were born

Here on Earth

To live, love, and die

The Indigo legacy

Multidimensional fantasies

And destinies fulfilled

So dream on my Starseed

These prayers of yours

Are heard and answered

Healing is possible

LOVE is what the truth is

Heal and love the Inner Child

We Began

How a fire loves the flame

Intimate, inseparable

How the trees feel about the leaves

They are part of it

How the wind knows the breeze

They’ve always been together

The sunrise, sunset, and all the rays

Shine their light through endless days

God, Goddess, and the Divine

Connected, intertwined

Infinite beyond all space and time

I’ve been seeking and searching many lives

For my endless romance

Tantric sun beach

Magic moon ceremony

A lover who wants to dance

Now inflamed, enraptured

Sun burnt to the core of my earth

Stripped of false pride and emptied of promises

All that’s left is what is, without plan

Words cannot capture this desire

I hold my hands up to the sky

I’ve held my back down on the ground

To surrender - completely surrender

Slowly now

I remember

I remember You

And how this all began…

Potential Love

Star-born and destined for greatness,

Together we shine.

Remembering the ultimate truth –

There is nothing…but potential.

You can take away, give away,

And let go of the mind.

The higher we built our towers,

The longer it took – but we both fell.

The heart has its own way,

And the body has its own thing to say.

Thrilled by this brilliance,

Yet there is something to be desired.

Something you are not able to provide.

Because all this love,

And every which way it is shown –

In filial, agape, and eros.

Out there it looks so beautiful,

Yet it can only come from inside.

It is reflected in the moon,

And I am reflected in your starry eyes.

(11) Doorway to Ascension (11)

11:11 is the doorway

Into an alternate dimension.

11:11 is the wake-up call,

The prompt to awareness,

To look up and see

That your reality

Is a binary code.

The world is being created as you reflect,

You see, it reflects back on you.

Hemispheric equilibrium

Enhances cognition and perception.

Third eye-sight beholds

The pattern materializing in the matrix.

1111 x 1111 = 1234321

The sacred pyramid of geometrical design.

1.618 = phi, the Golden Ratio –

a luminous coil that springs forth life!

These magickal number sequences

Allow witness to forming creation.

Cellular memory triggered

NOW begins metamorphosis!

Hypnotized

By the winding spiral of evolution,

Your sentience in transfigured

Into etheric substance.

A supreme leap in consciousness

And awareness, of the psychic,

The subtle, and the energetic presence.

In awe of the wonders of the ONE soul that I am,

The ONE spirit that we are.

DNA code activation sequences

Being transmitted to us by the Invisibles

From a not yet visible realm.

The Angelic Guardians,

The Midwayers of the Earth,

Guide us through the 11:11 gates –

The Doorway to Ascension.

Spirit AWAKENS to manifest destiny,

Angelic identity, and transcendant Divinity.

Do you now remember,

This is what you’ve always wanted?

Blissful Traveler

Most blissful traveler
I can tell you're not from here
Welcome to my arms
I will take you in

The stars are your home
And wherever you roam
You spread love
As below so it is above

We create the reality
We wish to see
We are all one
And making love is fun

Spinning in circles
With mystical crystals
Making sweet sacred melodies
Mbira like harp-strings

Playing, cuddling
Massaging, juggling
You deny any struggling
And tell me that it is just bliss

Well I'm your comfort, a lover,
A guide, just another
Aspect of you
Reflecting the truth

Back into your eyes
We can go inside, outside
Or stay right here, traveler,
Because there is no where

We have to be
Then you tell me
Of a magical fairyland
That continues to elude me

On your quest for the brightest
Stars to show you the way
But men have led you astray

With the crooked cure

Of magic, mystery, and mayhem
Substance-induced chaos
And chemically altered shamans
Claiming ego loss

Offering delusions for the taking
Short-circuit way to bliss
Is this the action that needs to be taken
To experience DNA activation?

From the ingestion comes the flight
Of trainwrecked fear in the night
Blue storm overtones of hell's fury
With an aftermath so blurry, I ask:

Where is the center of the storm?
Where is the ground of all being?
Will there be danger on the journey?
What would it be like to be free?

So I listen to the wisdom from within
The rise of the white wizard begins
Walking with you on the path of healing
Sharing thoughts and feelings

Of all aspects of existence
From the shadows and the darkness
Emerges the flames of phoenix
Dancing bliss

And angel, now you are human
And this is your first time around
There is ammolite to be found
And a whole world to see

So please take care
And know that we share
Past lives of friendship
As lovers and companions

Fellow travelers we are
So blissed out
So blessed to have met you,

Angel.

The Search for Another Form of (Epic) Art

Words that once echoed strong are now lost

I feel the same - and cannot be found
The search would be endless
And profound in its cost
Which would be to separate and distract
The knowing that was intact
Right from the start

I need another form of art
That will convey what these words cannot
I must monitor my thoughts and then stop
Convert them into something of which they are not
This is not the hobby that I once thought
Would be an eloquent way to express
My innermost essence

Streams flow outward, downward, onward
Never ceasing, continuously increasing
Into ever more complicated forms
All I want is for you to feel
What I feel
I just want to know truth
And see what is real
I cannot block it any longer
My weakness has made me stronger
Yet I cannot find it when I search

There is a barren wonderland waiting for its creation
Triumphantly emerging from the depths of imagination
To be rebirthed and reborn
Transfigured and transformed
Or is that only another illusion, forlorn?
So now I'm waiting, and I'm left wondering
Will it be worth it?
Will I ever find the "perfect"?

And I am wandering all around, upside down
The inside is the out, and I float by on a cloud
I am there in an instant, I am here in this moment
And that will never change, but it never does last
The time comes so fast and then is gone,
Just like the last, and the one before it has passed
But here I am, and it's just me again

Being alive is exciting!

Being enlightened is boring
So that is why we play this game
Nothing ever stays the same
So why take it so seriously?
And now I laugh at the absurdity
In simplicity

Now is the time for another form of art
Where these expressions flow mind to mind
With the smell of incense
The inner essence
Swirling within, diving in
Speaks to me in silence
"Seek and ye shall find"

Images, imagine them
Shifting shapes of the innerscape
That never linger or stay much longer
Than as perceived by my third eye
Wafting in, wavering,
Forming anything 

That I so desire
I create to fill that space
Yet can never fill the void
That feels like burning fire

I am thirsting, full of longing
I am asking, waiting, calling
I am seeking – screaming, falling
Into the depths of my own soul
Strong inner pull
There's something I need to know –
How can I live without this hole
In my heart?

I need another form of art
To reconnect with the source
I need to find a direct line
Of inspiration all the time
Communication mind to mind
There can only be truth
And my wants will change
Once I let go of the power
I will fall down from the tower
And willingly collide
With ego death
And the end of time

Because now I know
That it will be so
And I surrender
I let it go
I have perceived
The ultimate expression -
The most beautiful creation
Is it's creator

Metaphysical Realm Walker

I was hanging out with the Chi Rocka
The rhythmical talker
Helped me find my flow and now I know
All I gotta do is take it slow
Narrow down the time with the focus of my mind
Allowing all doubts to subside
Ride the flow, rise and fall like the tide

Metaphysical realm-walker
The electrical brain-shocker
Standing in a circle outside
As the final fantasy unwinds
All that's left in the air is a shine
Bringing down the wisdom from the sky
Our words form into rhymes
Piercing through into the divine
See the love come through our eyes
Living all there is, and it's so fine

Although we know there is a dark side
Within us all that we try to hide
Somehow we just have to find
And expression of this kind, and in this life
We transform the darkness into light
The laughter brought a tear to my eye
In the moment it just felt so right
Peace in my heart, made me want to cry
Tears of joy for the gift of life
I am blessed with you by my side
And I know this is why I'm alive

So much love in my heart
Feels like another fresh start
To live like a child again
Let the love flow from within
This is where it all begins
Sometimes all you need is a friend
There's something so big that it never ends
Now all I can do is start over again
And I find that I'm the Fool again
I fall in love with world again
And again and again and again

Wise Ones in the Wilderness

I journeyed to find peace
We found love, "into me see"
Found my voice, sang my song
Smudged some sage and banged a gong

Planted roots in a sacred place
Shared intentional living space
Painted rocks, moved mountains
Dived deep crystal fountains

We colored mandalas
And worked in the land of the
Fairies, orbs, and plants
Laid bare in the sand

Wise ones in the wilderness
The sun watching over us
Connected words into poetry
Let our expressions be free

In the sweetest grass braid
Friendship was made
Felt my roots grow deeper
While I sweated with my sisters

Elder spirits soothed me
And I climbed the world tree
Wished on a star and connected through
Dreams and fantasies all coming true

Attraction hypnotized
Drawn together, magnetized
Danced kundalini energy
Like children, carefree

The labyrinth we entered
Found our way to the center
Made our way back in unity
Heard aspen leaves whispering

Synchronicity dazzles me
The guidance of destiny
Led me to you, and your shimmering eyes

Twinkling starlit skies

I saw God in your face
Wrapped ourselves in Spirit's embrace
Merged bodies into auras
Surrounded by fauna and flora -

Watching our creation
The divine celebration
Sacred rhythm drum beats
Making music with our heart beats

Contract and expand
Travel foreign land
Retreat into community
Find uniqueness in soliditary

Dive deeper, fly higher
Sink inner, soar outer
Float away, hover,
Found my Self in The Lovers